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Hello my name is Lauren..some people know my by other names. I live in California and Im a senior in highs chool. yaya.. I just turned 17 and man I cant wait to move out of my parents house and get an apartment with one of mah besties.

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11/17/2008 9:34 AM
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On July 24th, 1990 a baby girl was brought into this world. Lauren Boone. Lauren was just like any normal baby girl growing up. In her family she was the baby, having a sister who is six years older than her, sometimes seven, depending on the month. Her parents were normal, as normal as one could describe. They lived together in an apartment in a small suburban town. Her mother was a homemaker for the time being, with two little girls to take care of and her father worked with cars. Lauren shared a room with her sister Crystal which caused the two of them to both constantly fight while they grew up, but also grow close creating a bond that could never be broken.

When Lauren turned three, the family picked up and moved a few blocks down the road to a three bedroom, one and a half bathroom house. Lauren quickly made friends with the kids in the neighborhood. She made two friends who would be become her best friends, the people she would turn to for everything Nancy and Haydee. They were like this for years. Infact, Lauren would grow up and realize she has feelings for Nancy's brother Victor but managed to keep it secret. He taught her how to skateboard and she used that to just spend time with him and get closer.

At five she started Elementry School. She started Kindergarden and was placed into the Blue Bear circle. At her school, they seperated kids into table groups. They tell them its to help them make friends but at that age how hard is it to make friends? Either way she made a few friends that year. As she went on through out elementry school, she had her first crush in second grade his name was Travon and she use to sit and watch him play basketball, and her first real boyfriend in fifth grade, his name was Jesse. Though they kept their relationship a secret, they were happy when they were together. After fifth grade they went to seperate middle schools but still kept the relationship strong. In middle school is where Laurens life turned around.

 In the beginning she was the nice sweet innocent girl that never got in trouble and never failed a class..A goody-goody. During sixth grade, she hung out with the teachers assistant that helped the Special Needs students. She always had a warm spot in her heart for people in need. Of course it caused people to talk. It got to the point where she almost got into a few fights because of it. Infact Nancy actually did get in a fight to help defend her. After everything that happened sixth grade year, Laurens parents decided it was best they move and start new again. So they picked up and moved a city over where no one knew them except a few close family friends. So Lauren started a new middle school, finally a fresh start at life. Sure that meant leaving her best friends and moving farther away from her boyfriend but it was what was best.

During seventh grade she started a new school. She already knew a few people there because of where she lived and when she moved, it was still summer time so she met some friends. During seventh and eighth grade she made friends, lost friends, actually got into her first fight and still managed to keep the relationship she had with Jesse at the time.They had actually perfected the art of his brother driving him over to her house while her parents were sleeping and the two of them would hang out and talk, almost as if they still lived by each other and saw each other every day. The summer before her Highschool year is when her life was turned upside down and inside out.

The Summer of '04 Lauren and Jesse went through a break up. While they were going through her break up she met a boy, Jared. They met through a friend of a friend. She developed feelings for him but after talking to him for a while figured it was best to just hide those feelings since she had just gotten out of a relationship. After talking to a few of her friends however they managed to convince her to confess those feelings. A few days after starting highschool She started hanging out with him and his friends. One night while talking to him online she told him that she needed to tell him but he said that he had to go because his dad was getting mad and that she would have to tell him at school the next day. At lunch the next day she went up to him but couldnt muster the courage to tell him. So one of her friends decided that he was just going to do it for her. He walked up to Jared and told him. It turns out that was the worst thing she could have let him do. After that day Jared did every possible thing he could to avoid her, his friend Alex would also start yelling things at her as they walked by. This went on for two years and caused many reprocussions in Lauren's life. She lost her friends because of it and it also caused her to have trust issues when it came to guys. Her sophmore year was really uneventful. A few rifts occurred over friends but it was nothing dramatic.

Her Junior year is when everything picked up again. It was then that she had her true best friends. The friends that would get her through everything in highschool.She also got really close to two guys. One of them, Jeff, she had known for a few years but that year they hung out alot more and become close,almost like brother and sister.. The other, Austin would be the guy she turned to with any problem she had and knew that she could trust him. They were the only two guys she could trust with anything and not worry about it. She also got really close to two girls, Delaynee and Ashley, though she mad met both the year before. The bond they created that year couldnt be broken. They would be with her until her final days at school.Junior year also brang in Prom. In a group of eight, four of them in the limo were Seniors. Prom was held in Downtown Disney at a resturant rented out just for her high school. On the way they the group listened to music, went to dinner, and play games such as "I Never." Of course no real drinking was involved so they used fingers instead. At the prom they all seperated but still managed to have a good time. That night, after prom, a hotel room was rented for their group. The plan was to go to Disneyland the next day. In the hotel room there was no sleeping allowed. If someone fell asleep, pillows would be violently thrown at them. In this case that person was Lauren, she had fallen asleep on the floor and of course Austin would be the one to throw the pillow. They sat up, eating ice cream and watching Airplane II. The next morning they took showers and changed. Not only were they going to Disneyland but it was also Jenna, Austins Girlfriend of the time birthday. The day was spent playing "couples" on every ride. Which basically ment, whoever you went to prom with was basically who you were riding the ride with. All in all the day was a memory that will never be forgotten. The rest of her junior year was really uneventful. There were a few break ups amongst her friends which caused her to lose Austin. A moment she would live to regret. Towards the end of the year, Lauren met a surfer who she would call Cutter. Mainly because everyone called him that. They met at the beach and she thought that he was the one for yes. She would sneak out of the house and the two of them would go off and hang out with their friends. One night things turned sour. Like usual she snuck out and he picked her up in his Jeep. They went off alone and as they sat up on a hill talking he slowly began to make a move on her. She allowed it until a certain point. Cutter tried to force himself on her and she managed to get him, but without a price. They got into an argument because not only had she stopped him but they were almost caught by the cops. Cutter took off as Lauren was trying to get back into the front seat. As he drove away, she fell back and hit her back on the side of the Jeep. Cutter took Lauren home and they broke up, but that wouldnt be the last of him. He would go on to stalk her until the summer after her senior year. 

 Now Lauren's Senior year is when everything happened. It started out with a relationship in the begining of the year. But it wasnt a normal relationship. Lauren met Jake online. They talked on the phone every night and it wasnt long before they started dating. One day while Lauren's parents were both at work, and would be until later that night. She convinced him to come walk her home from school. It took a while but he finally gave in. He rode his bike to the school and walked her home. Once they got to her house, they went inside and sat on the couch. It was an awkward moment for the two of them. Both wanted to do something but neither would. After an hour he had to leave because his mom was expecting him home. She walked him to the door and said goodbye and watched as he rode his bike away. Soon after that they would begin to talk less and less and he would actually be put in Juvenile Hall. It was not long after that, that Lauren ended the relationship because she couldnt do it anymore. The breakup was rather easy until he called her three weeks after saying he had been kicked out of the house and needed to talk to someone. Naturally she talked him through it and calmed him down. At the end of the conversation as they were hanging up he said, "I love you" and she of course said it back, but as she finished saying it he added in "..As a friend" and then hung up. She hung up in tears, went to school in tears the next day and didnt stop until she had talked to a few of her friends. Afterwords he only called her for one thing. <b>Sex</b>  which she refused to give him. He would be the only relationship she had her senior year. The rest of the year was focused on her friends, school and prom. And of course Senior Meetings and Graduation. At the end of the year she and Ashely got into a really big fight, two days before graduation. Needless to say she made it through Graduation unharmed. Now on to College!

The Summer after graduation Lauren and Delaynee decided they would take two classes during Summer Intersession at the college. This helped them get use to how things would work during the fall. July is when things got interesting.On the fourth of july she met Jay and Taylor. Taylor would change the course of her life at the time she didnt know it. They started talking online for a good month at least. On her birthday, Lauren decided that she would tell him how she really felt about him. But with her previous history with guys she was worried about what would happen. She took a chance and went for it. She told him how he felt and to her surprise he said he felt the same way. At the time however, Lauren didnt know he had a girlfriend. She was talking to Jay and it was then that she figured out he had a girlfriend but yet he was still flirting with Lauren. At the time she didnt really mind. Infact Taylor helped Lauren though a tim she didnt think she would make it. On July 26th 2008, she recieved a phone call saying that Austin had died. At first she refused to belive it, For the longest time she was a complete basket case because she had talked to him two weeks before he crashed. Then just as she started to get back to normal Taylor and his girlfriend Melissa broke up, and both Lauren and Taylor confessed they were in love with each other but yet they still werent dating. One weekend Lauren and her parents were heading to Havasu, They would be gone three days but she would still be able to text each other. Apparently the day before they were leaving to come home. He and his ex girlfriend got into a really big fight, he had been drinking and decided that he was going to try and kill himself. Infact later that night he would get into his car and crash into a tree causing him to be ejected through the windshield. The effects of the crash would be that he would lose some of his memory and have a concussion. Of course one of the parts he would forget would be everything that had to do with Lauren. This broke her heart when she heard it. The started talking again, even though his friend Josh and of course Melissa protested it. Lauren did her best to try and prove that she was in love with him and apparently Taylor had been talking to Josh about Lauren. Josh realized that he should be with Lauren by the way he talked about her. They decided that they should go out, it lasted for a week but it felt like a life time to her. She had fallen in love and this time she could tell it was for real. Apparently she was wrong. A week later they broke up and Lauren was heartbroken. He got back together with his ex girlfriend and Lauren was left alone, again. When they broke up he promised her that he wasnt going back to Melissa, but Lauren knew that he would. She did her best to stay strong and still talk to him, keeping him a friend just as they were before they dated. During this time Lauren began to get closer to Jay. He helped her through all the break up drama and everything after it. After going out once Taylor and Lauren would go out three more times. The final time is still in progress. There have been a few arguments between them but those arguments have made them stronger. The most recent argument nearly caused a breakup but the two of them talked about everything that happened in their lives. Taylor told Lauren that the reason he had been smiling the past couple days were because of her, in return Lauren told him that no matter what happened, she would always be in love with him and he was the reason that she hadn't starved herself.


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